Part Seven

 Part Seven

It was still dark when Shard was rudely woken by cold air. “Get up,” Nathalia commanded, yanking the blankets off the sleeping girl. “Get dressed. We’re going outside.” 

“Wha- what time is it?” Shard asked, squinting and reaching for the missing blankets. 

Nathalia threw a pair of boots at her. “Early, now get up. Meet me outside and don’t keep me waiting.” Nathalia closed the door behind her, leaving Shard to work through the disorientation on her own. Shard did as she was told, yawning and blinking away sleep by the time she got to the door. A frosty breeze hit her face as she left the house, sending shivers down her spine. “What are we doing out here?” Shard asked, wrapping the cloak tighter around her small frame. The bitter cold made the rude awakening even worse. All Shard wanted to do was go back inside the warm house and go back to sleep. 

“Training,” Nathalia answered. 

“What about breakfast?” Shard insisted with a voice more whiny than intended. 

“Trust me, you’ll be glad your stomach is empty.” Nathalia went to a young tree and snapped off a long stick. She sliced through the air with it, the object making a swish sound every time she swung it. 

Shard stared at the woman apprehensively. “Listen, lady,” Shard started. “I’m too tired to understand your insanity right now so I’m going back inside and back to sleep.” She turned to the house. “We can start over at a reasonable hour when the sun is-” 

Something heavy hit Shard in the back and she face-planted in the snow. Shard tried to jump up only for Nathalia to shove her back down. 

“GET OFF-”

“First rule of the hunt,” Nathalia interrupted, keeping Shard in the snow. “Kill or be killed.” Shard continued struggling, but Nathalia didn’t let her up. Instead, she leaned down to Shard’s level. “No matter what else I teach you, this lesson is the most important. You want to survive in this world? You’ll have to fight for it.” 

Shard continued squirming. “That doesn’t even-” 

“Kill or be killed. Repeat it!” Nathalia demanded. 

Shard stopped wiggling. “Kill or be killed.” 

“I didn’t hear you,” Nathalia said. 

“Kill or be killed,” Shard said in a louder voice. 

“Good.” Nathalia let go and stood up. 

Shard scrambled to her feet and glared at Nathalia. “What was that for?!” Shard yelled, brushing off the snow on her clothes. 

“You’re tenacious and ambitious,” Nathalia said. “Great traits, but useless alone. You lack discipline. You lack control. It’s going to get you killed.”

“And you’re going to teach me by shoving me in the ground?!” Shard asked in anger. 

“If that’s what it takes.” Nathalia said without emotion. “You will learn to obey me at all times. When I speak, you listen. When I call, you answer. When I give an order-”

“I obey, I got it, all right?!”  Shard interrupted. She was immediately smacked across her hand with the switch. “OUCH!” Shard jumped back, holding her hand. “What was that for?!”

“Some lessons only pain can teach you,” Nathalia said. “Never interrupt me again.”

“Okay,” Shard muttered, still rubbing her hand. “That hurt.” 

“Good.” Nathalia’s switch sliced through the air again with a swish. “Pain is good. Pain means you’re still alive. Pain means keep moving.” 

“I don’t think you know how humans work,” Shard said. “Pain means stop.” 

“You think the enemy cares if you’re in pain?” Nathalia asked. “You are either the hunter or the prey. There is no inbetween.” 

“But… it doesn’t have to-” Shard didn’t get the chance to finish her sentence. Nathalia stepped forward and smacked her with the switch again. 

“Ow!” Shard rubbed the injured spot as tears formed. “Please stop doing that.” She sniffled. 

Nathalia tilted her head. “Are you crying?” she asked with scorn in her voice. 

“Yeah, I said it hurt,” Shard said as the tears continued and fell down her face. 

Nathalia frowned in disgust. “What are you, a child?” Shard was about to point out that she had called her such not even a full day ago, but Nathalia continued. “You wanted to learn what it means to live in this world, didn’t you? If you break down and start crying at the first hint of struggle, maybe you don’t deserve to live in it.” 

Shard’s eyes widened at the woman, tears not stopping. She closed her mouth and swallowed the lump forming in her throat. Nathalia continued speaking with contempt. “Stop crying. I will not abide weakness of any kind. Do you understand me?” 

Shard sniffled and tried to wipe the tears up as quickly as possible, trying to will the tears to stop. 

“Do you understand me?!” Nathalia repeated. 

“Yes,” Shard said, sleeves soaked with tears and snot. 

“Good. Now pull yourself together. It’s time to get down to actual training.” Nathalia pointed off toward the house. “Behind the garden is a trail. I want you to follow it. When you get to the fork, go right. It makes a large loop that ends at the road in front of the house.”

“Okay,” Shard said, looking back toward the house. “Just follow it?” she asked, making sure she fully knew the instructions. 

Nathalia nodded. “I’ll be waiting right here. Run.” 

“Run?” Shard said, looking back at the woman like she was crazy. 

“RUN!” Nathalia raised the switch and Shard took off for the path.

Shard ran along the path as instructed, but she did not stop crying. She was fueled by pain and anger. She ran out of fear and spite. Maybe the tears would stop if she ran faster. Maybe the pain would go away if she did what she was told. Maybe she could outrun the night and find light on the other side. Maybe. Shard tripped over her own feet and collapsed on the trail. She sat up and wiped her face, sniffling and taking short breaths. She coughed as she tried to get her breathing back to a reasonable pace. Looking ahead, the fork in the road was clear. Nathalia said to go right. What waited for her if she went right? Pain. A crazy, angry woman. Training, if one could call it that. Kill or be killed. Is that what she really wanted? What waited for her if she went left? Freedom. That word alone forced Shard to her feet. Shard glanced behind her. Nathalia was nowhere to be seen. Don’t keep me waiting. Shard took a deep breath and stared down the right path. Kill or be killed. You wanted to learn what it means to live in this world. Maybe you don’t deserve to live in it. Shard thought of her promise. Leaving would be turning her back on Nathalia, wouldn’t it? Shard clenched her fists and shook her head. “That’s not what I signed up for. That’s not the life I want.” Shard took off running again. She went left. Freedom. 

Not even a few steps into the new direction, Shard met her first challenge. The large, gray wolf from before jumped into her path. Shard screamed. She tried to stop and turn only to fall again. The wolf snarled and snapped at her. Shard jumped to her feet and ran back the way she came. The wolf gave chase. “NO!” Shard screamed, glancing behind her. The wolf leapt ahead of Shard and she had to change course again. She wasn’t sure where she was running, only that she had to keep going. Panic drowned every rational thought. Run! Keep running! Shard ran as fast as could, the wolf snarling close behind. Please don’t eat me! Keep running! Shard pressed ahead, leaping over anything in her path. Scrambling to gain her balance any time she stumbled, she dared not stop. Heart pounding. Lungs sore. All Shard heard was the snarling directly behind her. The path she was on opened to the main road without warning. Nathalia! As vile as the woman was, she could protect from the wolf. Shard just had to get to her in time. She ran faster. “NATHALIA!” Shard screamed as soon as she saw the woman. She ran to the figure and collapsed at her feet. 

“About time,” Nathalia commented cooly. “I was starting to worry.” 

“NAT! THE WOLF!” Shard managed to choke out between gasps of air, wildly pointing behind her. 

The woman tilted her head at the girl with a frown. “What wolf?” 

Shard looked back. Dawn’s light had broken the darkness from the morning. Shard could clearly see the trail she left in the snow from the opening in the woods. There was no wolf to be seen nor evidence that there had ever been one. “But…. but….” Shard’s head spun. I saw the wolf. I heard the wolf. It chased... Didn’t it?

“I already told you, wolves don’t exist here,” Nathalia said. “You made awful time, but I guess it wasn’t terrible for your first run. You’ll improve with time.” She turned and headed to the house. “Come along. We’re not done.” 

Shard looked back at Nathalia, tears threatening to resurface as her heart sank. She looked back at the forest. “No… but…. I know what I saw…” she whispered. 

Part Six

 Part Six

Shard was humming to herself as she cleaned up the lunch dishes. It was an old melody she remembered from her life on Earth. The fireplace was lit, emanating warmth and comfort. Nathalia sat on the couch knitting. Shard wasn’t sure how she did it. Nathalia looped the yarn between her needles and fingers without any trouble at all. The needles clicked occasionally as she worked. I guess if you do anything long enough you can get pretty good at it, Shard thought. Not much else to do in this boring house. Shard kept humming as she washed the dishes. She softly sang the words to herself. 

“Be Thou my vision, my sword, and my light.

Be Thou my shelter through day and through night.

Keep now Thy promise. Wisdom impart.

Be Thou my vision, Keeper of my heart.”

“You can forget your God,” Nathalia interrupted. “He doesn’t exist here.” 

“Are you sure?” Shard turned to look at her in surprise. “Then who created this world?” 

“A man,” Nathalia answered with disdain. She shrugged. “If He does exist, He’s the reason you’re here, isn’t He? You are the darkness that was cast out of your Original.” 

Shard’s shoulders sank as she lowered her blue eyes. “I guess so…” 

“Leave it behind you,” Nathalia said. “From now on, you rely on yourself alone.” 

“What about you?” Shard asked, scrubbing out a large pot. 

“Well, of course you rely on me too. That was a given.” Nathalia’s needles clicked along. 

“No, I mean…” Shard dried the last dish and put it away. “If you’ve lived as long as you say you have, surely you believe in something.” 

Nathalia scoffed. “With everything I’ve seen? All the cruelty and hatred?” She shook her head. “No. I only believe in myself.” 

Shard tilted her head. “But… it can’t be all bad. There’s still love and kindness in the world. At least on Earth, there is. That’s here too, right?” 

“Not here.” Nathalia’s answer was final and unswayed. “The world is cruel and cold and dark. Dangerous and evil. You won’t find anything here but entropy and pain. You think Someone so kind and loving would send you to a place like this?”

Shard glanced away. She frowned and stared at the wooden floor. No wonder she lives like this. All alone. Ready to draw a knife on anyone that comes close. How many years has she lived like this? Maybe it was a good thing she found me... Maybe I can make a difference... 

“Anyway, you shouldn’t sing while I’m knitting. It throws off my count.” Nathalia said, pulling the yarn out and starting over. 

“Oh, sorry.” Shard came over and sat on the chair across from Nathalia. She watched the woman knit for a moment. 

Nathalia stopped. “I can feel you staring. What do you want?” 

“Sorry, I was just wondering…” Shard muttered. 

“State your intentions clearly and without mumbling,” Nathalia said, sounding irritated. “Spit it out already. And stop apologizing.” 

“Can you explain magic to me?” Shard blurted out. “That’s what it is, right? Magic?” 

Nathalia let out a frustrated sigh and put her knitting project away. She folded her arms and settled back into the couch before starting. “Abilities. Powers. Control. Mana. Bending. Gifts. Magic. Elements. These are all words for the exact same thing: a connection to Thorae’s natural energy. Fire. Water. Wind. Earth. Ice. Lightning. Light. Shadow. These all make up the balance of the world. These elements are neither good nor evil, but a neutral tool with which to solve problems.”

“Can everyone use magic?” Shard asked. 

“No,” Nathalia answered. “Some people don’t use it at all. Some use more than their fair share. Some can use it without any training while some train for years only to use one or two. Others as a whole are more keenly attuned to it, since Thorae is their home, but Originals can learn it too. The most important rule about Thorae’s magic is this: energy costs energy. Energy put out is pulled from energy within.”

Shard frowned. “Can you explain that again? What does all that mean?” 

“Hmm.” Nathalia thought for a moment before answering. “Magic is like music. Think about each element as a different instrument. Some people play strings, other percussion, yet others woodwind. How one person uses an instrument can look and sound vastly different from the way another uses it. Some are skilled in many instruments. Some are skilled in only one. Some can repeat a melody note for note after only hearing it once. Some need to read the notes from a page and train every day to be able to play any melody at all. Most people who can use the elements fall somewhere between the ends of the spectrum. But some have no interest in music or instruments at all. All the elements combined created the world you’re standing in. A natural balance. A symphony of creation.”

“Wow. That’s beautiful,” Shard said in awe. “So, when it comes to my abilities… you said I’m naturally tuned to ice?” 

“So it would seem,” Nathalia answered. “You did conjure an ice shelter in a storm. Have you tried using your gift at all since then?”

Shard frowned. “Yes, but I can’t do anything with it. I can’t figure it out. I think I’m missing something.” 

“I see.” Nathalia nodded. “I’m not surprised you can’t control it yet. You’ve had a rough start as it is. Any combination of limitations can prevent you from using your gift, lack of training greatest of all.” 

“What do you mean by limitations?” Shard asked. 

“Balance is maintained through rules,” Nathalia answered. “Your personal level of energy. Distance between yourself and your target. Your own imagination. All these can be limiting factors when controlling the elements. The more energy you spend, the longer it will take your body to recover. Like running. How long can you run before you need a break? How long of a break do you need before you can run again? Distance is simple - your elemental control will weaken the further it is from you. It is easier to blow out a candle directly in front of you than it is one across the room.”

“And imagination?” Shard asked. 

Nathalia shrugged. “You’re only going to create what you can come up with on the spot. If you have little imagination, you’re going to stick to basic solutions to your problems, though many solutions might exist.” 

“What about the weather?” Shard pressed. 

“What about the weather?” Nathalia repeated, sounding bored of the conversation already. 

“You said I might be able to make my own blizzard,” Shard answered. “If I can get to that point of control, can I make one whenever and wherever I want? Like in the middle of summer?” 

Nathalia sneered. “Use your head. That’s a lot of energy. If you want to end up passed out in the dirt, be my guest. But you’ll have a much easier time trying to pull it off if you’re already surrounded by snow and ice. Don’t be afraid to use the resources around you. The more resources you have at your disposal, the better.”

Shard nodded. “So I should practice the most now while there’s still snow on the ground.” 

Nathalia smiled. “There may be brains in that empty head yet.” 

Shard glared at the woman. “So what’s to stop me from freezing your internal organs?”

Nathalia suddenly burst into laughter. “Aside from the fact that you have no idea how to do so?” She snickered again before answering the question. “Autonomy. The body is off limits. You can’t steal the air from someone else’s lungs or control their actions through the water in their body. This doesn’t mean there aren’t ways around it. You just have to be creative.” She smiled again. “Don’t worry, darling. You’ll figure out soon enough what you can and can’t control.” 

Shard folded her arms, still glaring. “Seems like a vague excuse for an arbitrary rule.”

Nathalia chuckled. “Life is full of arbitrary rules. Art is figuring out which rules can be bent and which can be broken.” 

“I’m not sure I like all these rules,” Shard commented. 

“They will feel natural the more you train and practice,” Nathalia said with a wave of her hand. “You’ll get to a point where you won’t even have to think twice about it.”

“Can I learn to control all the elements?” Shard asked, tilting her head. 

Nathalia’s smile faded. “There is only one person in all of Thorae who can use every element. There used to be more, but…” she trailed off with a frown. “Ah, that’s a story for another time. The short answer is probably not.” 

“So which element can you control?” Shard asked. 

“None of them,” Nathalia said, standing up from the couch. 

“Really?” Shard asked. She watched Nathalia cross the room and pull down a small, four-string domra that was hanging on the wall. 

Nathalia returned to the couch, propped her feet up, and began picking the strings. “I’m not from this world,” Nathalia answered. “My magic is different, but it is not less costly.” She adjusted the tension of the strings a little. 

Shard tilted her head. “Wait, you told me you were from Earth, right? So it’s Earth’s magic?” 

“Correct,” Nathalia answered. She finally started to play a melody, but Shard didn’t recognize it. 

“Earth has no magic,” Shard stated, eyes narrow. 

“Sssshhh,” Nathalia hushed, focusing on the strings. The melody started off slow as Nathalia got into the rhythm, but picked up quickly. The notes were high-pitched and played in quick succession. The narrow fingers on Nathalia’s left hand moved across the strings like a spider. Her right hand barely moved at all, seeming more like it was twitching in place with how fast she played the instrument. Shard quietly listened, head bobbing lightly to the tune. If Nathalia played a note wrong, Shard couldn’t tell. When the melody was finished, Nathalia propped the domra upright on her knee. “My magic did indeed originate on Earth,” Nathalia finally answered. “But, as with many things, it has been lost over time. My magic is ancient. If my sister on Earth is still alive, she and I are the only ones who remember how to practice it. Our magic exists only in myths and legends now. And it does me very little good here.” 

“Kind of a weird thing to brag about, but whatever,” Shard said with a raised brow. “How do you know so much about Thorae’s magic system then?”

“I read,” Nathalia answered in a bored voice. She put the instrument back in her lap and resumed picking the strings.

Shard tilted her head. “You can read?” 

Nathalia stopped and raised her head in insult. “Yes.” 

Shard stared back at her for an awkward moment, but Nathalia did not elaborate. “Sorry,” Shard muttered. 

“Stop apologizing,” Nathalia said in exasperation. 

“So-” Shard stopped herself. “Fine. Keep your secrets.” 

Nathalia lowered her head and picked at the strings. “You should go fetch more firewood. It’ll be dark soon.” Shard sneered, but got up and went to the door to put on her cloak. “Enjoy this free time while you have it,” Nathalia called after her. “Training starts tomorrow.” Shard closed the door behind her with a slam. 

Part Five

 Part Five

When Shard stepped into the house, Nathalia was already back from her trip. “Wow. That was fast,” Shard commented. “I didn’t realize you were back.” Shard took off her cloak and hung it up by the door. 

“I didn’t need much. Why weren’t you here when I returned?” Nathalia asked sternly as she unloaded the bundles in her arms. 

Shard shifted uncomfortably. “You said you’d be gone for hours. No rules against a little exploring,” she muttered sarcastically. 

“You shouldn’t wander on your own,” Nathalia said grimly. “It’s not safe.” 

Shard scoffed. “Tell me about it! You’ve got a wolf problem out there. I nearly got mauled.” 

Nathalia straightened and held out a parcel. “There aren’t any wolves in these parts.” 

Shard blinked at her. “Didn’t you hear me?” Shard tilted her head. “I just saw a wolf with my own eyes! I know that’s probably not something you-”

“It was your imagination,” Nathalia interrupted, still holding out the package. She waved it up and down a few times before Shard took it. 

“I didn’t imagine it,” Shard said, becoming angry. “I know what I saw.”

“So you’re lying?” Nathalia asked. 

“What? No! I really saw it! Why- why?” Shard dropped the package in her bewilderment. She desperately tried to comprehend why the woman didn’t believe her. “Is it so hard to believe I could be telling the truth?” Shard asked. “I have no reason to lie.”

“You will.” Nathalia’s response was calm and detached as she continued putting away the things in her parcels. “Everyone has something to hide. Deception is expected. Might as well start applying that lesson now.”

“Why… why would you say something like that?” Shard asked quietly, crestfallen and confused. “Why won’t you listen to me?” 

“I could ask you the same,” Nathalia said, suddenly stopping her task and turning in Shard’s general direction. “Where did you see this imaginary wolf? You weren’t in the woods, were you?” 

“I… well… yes,” Shard finally answered. 

“Aha. That’s what I thought.” Nathalia turned away. 

“Don’t treat me like a little kid!” Shard said, anger returning. “I’m just fine on my own!” 

“Except, you’re not.” Nathalia turned back to her. “I pulled you out of the lake you almost drowned in. I pulled you out of the storm you almost froze in. I can’t leave you alone for two seconds without you getting into trouble.” 

Shard’s eyes narrowed. “I… I pulled myself out of the water.” She shook her head. “You weren’t there…” 

“I was,” Nathalia insisted. “You were unconscious. I reached into the lake and pulled you out. You would be dead if it weren’t for me.” Nathalia stepped closer. When her foot bumped into the package Shard dropped, Nathalia picked it up and held it out to her again. “I’ve only ever tried to help you.” 

Shard didn’t take the item. She stood thinking, conflicted. I pulled myself out. She wasn’t there. I protected myself in the storm. She wasn’t there. I saw that wolf. She wasn’t there. I didn’t imagine it. I’m not misremembering… Doubt froze her in place. No. I know what I saw. I know what happened. She’s lying. It’s a test and she’s lying. But why would she lie? Why does she think I’m the one lying?

“Shard,” Nathalia said in the same direct tone as before. “Listen to me.” 

Shard’s head snapped up to look at Nathalia, giving the woman her full attention. 

Nathalia continued, “You are a child who has no concept of the new world she is in. You don’t understand the dangers. You don’t know the customs. There are real monsters waiting for you outside that door. You can’t wander around with your head in the clouds. This is the real world and you don’t know the first thing about living here.”

“I would if you’d let me outside every now and then!” Shard shouted. “If I could see the world for myself, I’m sure I’d figure it out!”

Nathalia laughed. “And let you get eaten by a beast or shanked by a stranger because you can’t protect yourself?”

“Well… I-”

“Do you even have any idea how to use your gift?” Nathalia asked. 

“N-no, but I-”

“Trust me, darling,” Nathalia cut her off again. “I say these things to protect you. You won’t survive on your own.” 

“No!” Shard finally had enough. “I can. I will! I don’t need you or your help!” Shard turned and marched to the door. “I’ll be just fine! I’ll figure it out! I can protect myself!” She grabbed the cloak and pulled the door open. 

“Shard,” Nathalia said. Shard stopped. Nathalia lifted the package. “At least take these with you. I spent good coin on them, after all.”

Shard should have walked out. She should have left. She should have marched straight out the door and into the world she so desperately wanted to be part of. But what about the wolf? What about the dangers she had yet to face? What other monsters were lurking beyond the house? What was she supposed to do against those? She couldn’t really protect herself, she knew that much. Shard should have walked out. Instead, she closed the door and walked back to the woman. Shard took the bundle and opened it to see new clothes neatly folded and two more pairs of boots. “Thank you,” Shard muttered. 

Nathalia chuckled. “You really are a handful, aren’t you?” Nathalia sat on the couch and patted the spot beside her. 

Shard sat, staring at the clothes in her hands. “Will you teach me?” she asked quietly. 

“Teach you what?” Nathalia asked.

Shard huffed then glared at her. “How to live in Thorae. How to use my ice powers. How to protect myself.”

“You really want to learn?” Nathalia asked with a smirk. 

Shard frowned. “If it’ll get you off my back let me finally leave this crummy house, then, yeah.” 

Nathalia suddenly sat up straight, an odd grin on her face. “Then swear it!” 

“What?” Shard felt her stomach churning as she leaned away. “Swear what? I don’t-”

“Your undying loyalty, of course!” Nathalia’s grin grew wider. “If you want me to be your teacher, you have to promise never to turn on me.” 

“Oo-kay,” Shard said hesitantly, an eyebrow raised. 

Nathalia held out her hand. “Promise.” 

Shard stared at Nathalia’s open hand for a moment. What choice did she have? Shard took the offered hand. “I promise never to turn on you.” Nathalia’s fingers clamped around Shard’s hand. Shard tried to pull away, but Nathalia didn’t let go. “I promise,” Shard repeated. Nathalia’s grip finally softened enough for Shard to yank her hand back. She rubbed her hand with a frown. “Maybe you need to learn to ease up on that vice grip of yours.” Shard muttered with distaste. She glanced up to see dark streams from Nathalia’s blindfold. “Your eyes are bleeding again.”

“Ah, seems so.” Nathalia stood up with a pleasant, although distant, smile. “Be a darling and start on lunch, will you? There should be plenty of food now.” Nathalia left Shard and went into the next room. She shut the door behind her and locked it. She stumbled to the chair at her desk and sat, holding her head in her hands. After a moment, Nathalia slammed her fist on the wooden surface. “That didn’t change anything,” she whispered. 

Part Four

 Part Four

The storm lasted two more days. Shard didn’t bother trying to escape during that time. Nathalia was correct, of course. If Shard tried to leave, she would only get caught in the blizzard again. When the storm finally settled down, the door was blocked with a pile of snow that Nathalia and Shard had to dig their way out of. By the time they were finished with that, the weather had taken a turn for the better. Sunlight broke through the overcast sky and glistened off the fresh snow. 

“There’s a town called Riftwood not far from here,” Nathalia said as she wrapped herself in multiple layers. “I’m going out for supplies. I’ll be back in a few hours. Try not to get yourself into too much trouble before I get back. Okay?” 

“Sure, sure,” Shard muttered carelessly before chomping down on a scone and drinking hot tea, her breakfast for the day. Shard wasn’t going to tell Nathalia, but she was planning to completely ignore the woman and leave anyway. 

“Shard,” Nathalia said, tone direct and commanding. “Do not leave sight of the house.” 

Shard blinked at her. “Okay, I get it.” 

Nathalia smiled pleasantly before heading out the door. When the door closed, a shiver went down Shard’s spine. Nathalia had not spoken in such a tone before and it set Shard on edge. Shard shook off the feeling and finished her breakfast. Shard pulled on her boots and cloak. She was going to leave the house either way. She had been stuck in this stuffy room too long. It might not have been so bad, if Shard was allowed to explore the other rooms, but Nathalia kept it locked at all times. Meaning, Nathalia had privacy whenever she wanted it. Shard had no such privilege. Debt or not, she was fed up with her accommodations. 

It was bright and the sky was clear when Shard stepped outside. She took a large breath of fresh, brisk air. When she let it out, a puff of steam escaped from her wide grin. A trail of footprints indicated which direction Nathalia had gone, but all the snow around it was untouched. Shard pulled the door closed behind her with a smile. The sky was blue and the snow sparkled in the sunlight. It was the first true view Shard had of what the outside world was like. It didn’t look all that different from Earth. Shard’s boots crunched as she stepped away from the house. The house itself wasn’t all that large, appearing just as small on the outside as it felt on the inside. The area was clear around the house, but it truly was in the middle of the woods, trees towering all around the little clearing. Shard glanced at the trailing leading away from the house. She didn’t exactly want to follow in Nathalia’s footsteps for fear of getting in trouble, but there didn’t seem to be any other direction she could take away from the house. Not a clear path in the front anyway. Instead of following the trail, Shard turned and decided to explore around the outside of the house instead. She circled the house twice. She found a second door in the back, much to her surprise. Shard tugged on the handle, but it was locked from the inside. She frowned. It seems Nathalia had a way of leaving the house and returning without ever needing to use the front door. “Weird,” Shard muttered and continued exploring. Behind the house was a wooden fence marking off a rectangular plot of land. Posts, pots, and weird shapes under the snow caught Shard’s attention. She leaned over the short fence and brushed the snow aside to find evidence that the little plot had been a garden at one point. 

Beyond the fenced plot, the woods encircled the house. Only then Shard noticed a gap between the trees wide enough to follow. Another way out. She followed it immediately. As she went along the path, it started to curve between the trees. Shard stopped and looked back. She could still see the house between the trunks, but a little farther ahead she would lose sight of it entirely. Do not leave sight of the house. The words echoed in Shard’s mind. Isn’t that what Nathalia said? What a strange thing to say. Was it a warning or a command? What did it matter? Shard wasn’t bound to Nathalia. Shard could leave at any time and go as far away as she wanted. So why did she stop? Shard looked ahead into the forest. There was no sign of danger, only trees and snow and sunlight. Shard tilted her head. There was no sound either. No wind. No birds. Only the sound of her own breathing with each puff of steam. Shard looked back at the house again. This is ridiculous, she chided herself. There’s nothing to be afraid of. Just keep moving. Shard lifted her boot to take another step. That was when she heard it. A low growl. 

Slowly turning back to the path in the woods, Shard spotted a wolf in the middle of the path. Where did that come from? How did it sneak up on her? Shard gulped and took a small step back. The wolf growled again and stepped closer, head low and teeth bared. There’s no way I can make it back to the house in time, Shard thought. I can’t outrun that thing. I can’t fight it either. The wolf inched closer, snarling. Move! Run! Fight! Do something! Do anything! Don’t just stand here! As much as she mentally yelled at herself to do something, Shard could not move. She stared at the wolf, unblinking, unmoving. She even stopped breathing. 

The wolf snarled again and leapt at Shard. With a squeak, Shard dropped to the ground. She covered her head with her arms, squeezed her eyes shut, and wished for a wall to protect her. Shard expected to feel the vicious wolf attack her. Instead, she heard a thump and a yelp. Waiting a moment, Shard remained curled on the ground. She didn’t feel or hear anything more so she opened her eyes. Her wish for a wall had been granted as a shield of ice jutted in front of her. “No way,” Shard whispered, cautiously rising and staring at the wall. Shard stepped around the wall to look for danger, but the wolf was already gone. With a sigh of relief, she inspected the ice barrier. There was a crater in the middle with cracks around it, the point of impact where the wolf smashed into it unexpectedly. Shard swept her hand over the ice. Plain, normal, frozen ice. There didn’t seem to be anything mysterious or magical about it at all, aside from the fact that the wall appeared out of nowhere. Shard knocked on the wall with her knuckles. Solid. Shard frowned and stared down at her hands. If she could make a wall appear, what else could she do?

Shard turned to one of the trees closest to her. Standing her ground, Shard focused on the trunk and punched the air in front of her. Nothing happened. She looked at her hand and punched the air again with the same results. “What’s the secret?” Shard asked aloud. “Go go ice powers!” She punched the air. “Ice, ice, wall!” She scooped her hands toward the ground and pulled them up. Nothing. Shard frowned again. “What am I missing?” Looking back at the ice wall, Shard’s gaze drifted to the snow on the ground. That gave her an idea. Shard walked back to the garden fence by the house. She scooped up a bunch of snow in her hands and packed it into a ball. She set the ball on top of one of the fence posts and squished snow around the base so the ball would stay in place. Scooping snow off the ground again, she made a smaller ball and set it on top of the first, making a two tier snowman on the fence post. She collected a few twigs to give the snowman arms, eyes, and a smile. She stepped back and looked at her creation. She rubbed her palms together and blew hot air into her cupped hands. She took a few more steps back and stared the happy snowman down with a determined expression. “Ok, little guy. You’re going down!” Shard punched the air in front of her again, aiming to send an icicle into the adorable creation. Again, nothing happened. She punched the air three more times and still came up with nothing. Shard glared at her hands. She narrowed her eyes at the happy snowman. Marching up to it, Shard adjusted the twig forming a smile, turning it into a frown and giving the snowman angry eyes. 

Shard walked back to her original spot and focused on the angry snowman. She took a deep breath and tried to picture exactly what she wanted to happen. Did she want to impale the snowman with an icicle or knock him off his perch with a snowball? Neither, really, she finally admitted to herself. Shard folded her arms and stared at the makeshift enemy. His angry little face wasn’t as intimidating as she was trying to make it out to be. Shard huffed and stared at her feet. She thought about the storm and the wolf. Looking back at the snowman, she tried to picture it growing into a huge monster and coming to attack her. Shard turned and threw her hand out to shield herself from the imaginary assailant. When she looked back, there was no ice wall, just an angry little snowman staring back at her. It was no use. The little guy wasn’t scary enough. “Sorry, buddy. You’re too cute.” Shard walked up to the snowman and knocked him off the post with the back of her hand. Shard gave up and went back to the house. She was tired. It was too cold to stay outside playing in the snow and she was sure the wolf would turn up again sooner or later. She had entirely forgotten about leaving.